Government Killing Their Own Citizens

As I write this there are many political prisoners being detained against their will in the United States. Many revolutionary’s from the 1960s and 70s that fought for true freedom have had their rights and freedoms snatched away. And they are all colors from black, white to native Indian. Whenever the state interest were/is threatened you would/will see the most vilest secret programs enacted.

The United States has committed many evil crimes against its citizens. But yet the USA is still, despite its crimes against humanity seen as a beacon of hope around the world. But it is only seen as a symbol of hope by the ones who choose to ignore and downplay US government abuse on its citizens and the minority population. For example, regarding the case of Malcolm X. We know, the “Nation Of Islam,” the US government and the State of New York were involved in his murder.

We know the true killers were hidden and given protection in New Jersey. And one would need to ask, so how long has the sell-out “Nation of Islam and the US government been sleeping together? The Killing of Malcolm X was state-sanctioned murder that is not a opinion but a fact! As were many others of the civil rights movement of the 60s and 70s. Here is the proof that Malcolm’s murder was sanctioned by the state:



The video you see above is a reflection of my deepest thoughts when I’m alone in the dark. This is only a small sample of videos of my travels. I have said it before in previous posts that I’m lucky to have had the life that I have had. Traveling and living in different states, countries and the experience of different cultures. The pandemic has ruined all of this at this point since traveling isn’t a good idea. I love seeing new places but I won’t put my family’s life at risk or anyone else. Last February I went to Edinburgh for my birthday and little did I know that would be my last trip. See photos:

I say, only assholes would travel during this time, only assholes. My family and I would like to fly back to Tuscany by Siena for the summer. I wanted to show my daughters the beauty of that Italian region. But, can’t do that because of the virus. And to add to further frustration—I’m finally in the position where I can leave Germany for another (excluding Canada) country. But even though my funds are in place the world isn’t in place for me to move anywhere.

Ok, yes the world is shit but I shouldn’t be sad as I have seen many things. I’m grateful to have lived in other countries despite my frustrations sometimes with cultural misunderstandings. I could have stayed in a small town all my life working the same job forever. But I didn’t because I have always been curious about other people and cultures. At my heart, I’m a traveler and an explorer. And for that exact reason, you can see why I’m pissed off, this is why I’m angry.

I desperately want the world to be how it use to be but for that to happen people have to abide by the lockdown and social distance rules. And This isn’t happening because of people who break the rules. So I blame all the COVID-19 idiots in every country out there. Thanks, for fxxking up the world because you wanted your selfish moment of pleasure.

So go ahead and have your illegal house parties and go ahead and fly to Dubei. The pandemic will still be here when you wake from your fantasies of delusions. And since I’m denied the freedom of traveling. I find myself full of hunting memories of the past. There is noting more liberating than the feeling of being able to start over and reinvent yourself.

I long for the days of walking through the street markets in Spain. Or sitting on a beach at night listening to the waves and the smell of fried fish in the air.

The Assembly Line

“I refused to be a fool, dancing on the string held by all those bigshots.“

~Don Corleone~

Last night as I was surfing the internet I happened to come across an interesting article. The article was about a company called, “Pymetrics” founded by Frida Polli. AI recruitment software is being used by a number of international companies. But, “Pymetrics” is only a representation of many AI software being used to evaluate job candidates during the application process.

So apparently, candidate’s play a number of games from their home computer. If the AI determines you did well on the games/test then you will meet a real person for a interview. Hmm, interesting, that a computer can determine someone’s destiny. This is capitalism at its finest. It’s already bad enough that you have to compete with other human beings for a job. Which by the way is completely demeaning that another person controls your ability to pay your bills.

In this slave capitalist system they feed you this bullshit narrative that working for a another human being is honorable. No, working for other people is modern-day slavery. There is no honor in working for other people. Now days, it’s just wrapped in a nice red bow with fancy advertisement instead of forced slavery. For starters, you go to school and you work hard and you believe you will land that dream job.

Well, guess what? Not everyone from your college or university will get that job. They don’t tell you that there are only so many open positions in your town or city for your choosing field. So someone is gonna miss out! Someone will have to move to another town or city to find that job…and that’s if you have the money to relocate. So let’s say you find that job. What now? Let me put it together for you so you will understand the system.

You work, work, work, and work and it’s all for the purpose of making someone else rich. Maybe you are making 60 or 70 thousand a year so you feel important. Now you are raking up a mortgage, credit card debt, and having a wife is expensive, having kid’s are expensive, and you want luxury cars and useless fancy stuff. Guess what? You failed for the trap the system has put in place to turn you into a slave by using your own greed against you. Now your boss /slave master has you by the balls because you have more to lose.

Your boss wants you to do more overtime hours? Better do it before he fires you. You want to take that trip to Asia with the family you been planning, right? Nope, boss says it’s the wrong time to go on vacation maybe you can do it later. But you can’t because the kids will be back in school after summer ends. But your boss/slave owner wouldn’t know that because he or she doesn’t have kids. But what can you do? Right, you do nothing because you have to pay for all your stuff that make you feel like you are somebody.

That was an obvious example of people falling for the system’s trap that feeds on people’s greed. And now companies are using computer games to see if you are competent enough to take and eat their bullshit without question. The people in power see all of us as monkeys jumping and clapping for them. And many of us eat the shit they feed us with delight. Awhile back I talked about “fuck you money.” This is one of the reasons I’m trying to achieve my “fuck off money.” Not for fancy clothes, cars, houses, or any of that stupid shit because all of it is worthless material possessions.

People think the more you have that somehow puts you in a better social class. Please, having a big house or a fancy job or car doesn’t make you better than someone who doesn’t have those things. But, unfortunately in this system you do need money to achieve absolute freedom from people who take joy from exploiting you. That’s why I’m looking to gain my “fuck you money.” Anyway, back to the point. No doubt there will be desperate fools looking for a job who will play these evil corporations AI games.

Yes, for all those fools that are bound to the capitalist system. I would suggest that you Jump, clap, and laugh at your boss unfunny jokes. Because if you don’t he or she will dismiss and replace you with someone else. Better start jumping because you gotta pay for that overly expensive house. Go ahead and JUMP for your slave masters.

Snow White

It’s been 12 years since I’ve seen you in full swing. And, I don’t mean to be rude but I haven’t missed you. So forgive me if I don’t seem all that excited to see you. I remember the joy and the pain you caused me the first seven years we spent together. I remember the struggle to gather the motivation just to get up and walk through your debilitating arguments.

I remember the chaos you would bring every time you showed your face. Schools would have to closed and services would slow down because of you. A lot of people were hurt or sent to the morgue because of you. Lol, you remember that time in 2004 when I was driving to work on the highway? And I lost control of my car and almost crashed into the truck driver that was parked on the side of the highway?

Huh, remember that? At that moment I was sure I was gonna die on that highway because of you. But through panicked quick thinking I was able to steer the car from a one-on-one battle with a semi truck. At that moment I decided I would get as far from you as possible. Yes, since moving to Europe you have occasionally paid me a visit. How you managed to find me is a complete mystery.

Now yesterday and today you have shown yourself in all your glory. Most people in Berlin have never seen you so furious. But I still remember the damage you can cause when you are angry. Anyway, I heard you have been out East towards Russia and now you are leaving. I heard you are in a hurry and you have your sights set on a new destination. What are you running from? Why can’t you ever be subtle? Where ever you go you always have to make a show of things.

The Long Game

Berlin (TSI)—Last week EU leaders agreed to keep borders open for the moment. They all spoke about taking tougher stances to fighting the new strain in Europe. But, that was last week. Now this week we have the leaders in Brussels arguing with the pharmaceutical company, AstraZeneca over vaccine delivery.

MEPs are also in a battle with the British government over who gets the Oxford/AstraZeneca vaccine first. I look on the news and all I see are a bunch of panicked stricken leaders behaving like children. Citizens of the EU and foreigners who live here like myself do not want to see scenes of bickering that lack clear leadership and direction.

You, (MEPs) who studied at the best schools and had the most privileged upbringing should know better, right? Well, apparently not, because all of you can’t seem to get your heads on straight. First, why would you keep borders open when there are new mutations running wild? In fact, why aren’t all borders closed indefinitely for the moment?

Why, aren’t all international flights halted completely until we get a hold on this nightmare? All EU borders (the debate of freedom of movement is bullshit) should be closed and state travel within any EU state should be stop completely unless it involves transport of goods. Leaders have asked the public not to travel unless it’s essential. At this point, we can see that certain members of the public can not be trusted to do their civil duties.

They are, (the public) let’s not forget, the main reason why this pandemic has persisted as it has. So you (the governments ) ask them not to travel, but they do it anyway and bring mutations in their “suitcases.” Then don’t ask anymore and just start the enactment of large fines and prison time. Maybe then they would get the point when their wife, husband, brother, sister, or parents are sitting in prison.

And the situation is worsening by the minute, we have people dying in nursing homes and hospitals. We have leaders who don’t really know what to do but are also worried about their economies. So they put your life at risk over a monetary system that doesn’t physically exist. You have a public that is extremely selfish and only think of themselves and fail to grasp the far reaching consequences of their actions. Children aren’t able to physically go back to school.

Young people starting university for their first time are having their experience ruined. Some people can’t receive badly needed surgery as scheduled because hospitals are full. Families can’t bury or cremate their love one’s because it’s a waiting list. Just recently, I learned my old teacher and mentor from high school died of COVID-19.

He was a good man and a Vietnam war hero. For three years I was in the R.O.T.C preparing to join the army after I finished high school. I remember I wanted to become a airborne ranger. After high school I decided against joining the military. Out of respect I won’t say my teachers name on this blog. But I’m sad and angry over his death. And then I look on TV and see these clownish people complaining about the lockdown is to long. Tell that to the families who have been devastated from this virus.

Who are you to complain about anything when some people can’t even feed their families? And then we have the weirdos in Amsterdam who were complaining and destroying property over the length of the lockdown in the Netherlands. So the lockdown is to long, tough shit! Deal with it!

I wish someone would shut these unicorns mouths. But none of these protesters think of the long game. We are fighting this virus for our children’s future…so we can return back to normality. There have been to many deaths from this virus at this point. We are passed the line of not taking this situation seriously.

Goodbye Social Media

Today, I deleted all my Social Media accounts. Useless tools that serve no real purpose in life. The only function that have is to turn you into a mindless addict constantly searching for approval from others. I urge you to leave it and never look back. Goodbye Google, Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, WhatsApp, and fake friends of Facebook. Have a nice life, see you never. Go to hell Mark Elliot Zuckerberg.

A Hard Truth

Sometimes I sit here and I wonder did I move far enough from America. I mean, Europe is pretty far isn’t, it? Maybe not far away for me as I should have moved to Mongolia.

On the days when I only watch local news in Germany somehow America’s shit slips in the broadcast over here. I will admit I still watch American TV shows, listen to American music and watch movies out of America. Why? Because Germans movies are absolutely clownish in every way. German rap is complete trash and it (extreme cultural appropriation) insults me.

I usually watch shows out of Italy, France, England and the northern countries since the quality is better. Anyway, back to the point. With all that said I could not escape the noise that was broadcast Internationally showing protesters storming the capital building. I heard a lot of words thrown around the media without giving thought to the words use to describe the protest.

Mob and insurgency were the words use to describe that event I believe. First, let me say I’m not on any of those racist bandwagon as anyone who has read my blog know what I think of white racist. But I do condone their actions as this is what the black population should have done years ago. In fact, it should have transpired in 1968 after the murder of Martin Luther King Jr.

If a black revolution didn’t happen then most likely it will never happen…ever. Why? Because the white power structure in America has successfully mentally broken black people into obedient dogs, and that’s the truth. And most likely The police in Washington would have killed every black face in that crowd if that was black people storming the capital.

That is a fact but that’s why we have a saying…it’s called preparation. And by being prepared meaning we all bring guns and I mean assault rifles. Just in case the police and anyone else would want to go that route. Again, back to the issue. Those racist use their white privilege and right as a citizen to stage a protest that involved storming the capital building.

Agree with them or not that building and all government buildings belong to the people of the United States of America. Not to politicians or any other government employee but the citizens. Those people had the right to use force as a form of protest. As we can see those white people have issues with the government as they legitimately believe the election was rigged and stolen from them.

It doesn’t matter if you or me believe it or not but they believe it. And it’s a whole lot of them that really believe this election was stolen. So much that they gathered in other capitals as well to stage protests. Look, it’s a possibility that maybe the election was rigged but we will never know it because the media has successfully discredited the whole issue.

Let’s not forget the Democratic Party stabbed Bernie Sanders in the back for his bid for president. George Bush Jr. stole the 2000 election from Al Gore with the help of his paid judge. So again, it’s a possibility as people in power can not be trusted and have done things like this before. And back to those words I mentioned before.

Again, that was a protest and if those racist wanted to stage a insurgence then they could have done it. The opportunity was there but they didn’t do it. And far as a mob mentality that wasn’t a mob that was a few individuals that decided to do their own thing. If that whole crowd would have been a true mob then that whole building would have went up in flames.

The media and those greedy, morally bankrupt politicians are making things worse but that’s what they want. To let these crazy racist folks anger fester until it’s too late. Then, the government will use that opportunity to completely take away your rights. And the arrogant dummy Americans will love it because America is the greatest country in the world.

This is the hard truth. Those white racist were the chickens coming home to roost. The whole existence of America has centered around white supremacy. You enslaved the black population and then you set them free into the wild without any food or property. For next hundred years you castrated, experimented, hung, and murder black people.

You say, “we don’t want niggers living next door to us” so you create white flight, redlining, public housing. They build these public housing estates all over the country so black people won’t be seen or heard. White Americans make sure they live on the good side of town and the black people live on the shit side. With all that you make sure the system is rigged so your little white kids get the best education and the best jobs.

And the cycle repeats itself, the whole American system is based on white supremacy. American whites and their grandparents have pride themselves on the identity that the USA was and is a white nation. And now your cancer which is racism is starting to eat you from within. Donald Trump played a game and he played it well. He wanted to see with the right words if he could push and divide America and he did just that. Checkmate!

Freedom For Julian Assange

The day i heard about Julian’s win against extradition to the USA I didn’t pay much attention to it. I was in the car running errands but decided to catch up later when I could give my full attention so I turned off the radio BBC.

It wasn’t until three days later that I gave my complete focus to the matter. I remember it clearly. I began making myself breakfast while watching footage on YouTube on the aftermath of the hearing. There was a press conference and Julian’s father, the mother of his kids, and lawyer were all there. At that moment a feeling of tremendous joy and anger hit me all at once.

I started to shed tears like a child who has had their toy snatch away. This man that I have written about and attended protests for was free from the hells of the American prison system. But I was angry because the injustice of the English legal system that is beyond corrupt! England is one of the most evil, rotten, foul countries in the western world.

All of the MPs in the parliament are full of complete shit! None of those fools in government can talk about freedoms and democracy. When the citizens and journalists of England can be extradited to the racist USA on request. Those snakes in government have sold their citizens down the drain for good relations with the “good old USA.”

The state-controlled news of Britain tries to chastise Vladimir Putin on freedom and democracy. The British news throws accusations that he poisoned Alexei Navalny without any real proof. But they completely ignore the fact that the government is corrupt and is violating international law and Julian Assange’s human rights.

Also, that criminal corrupt bitch, Judge Vanessa Baraitser. She is bought and paid for by the state. She is an political assassin for the powers of Britain, Australia, and the USA. I knew she would reject him to being release. There is no need to keep him in Belmarsh prison. The international game of chess is not over. These wicked devils are up to something.

Zhang Zang

Zhang Zang, a Chinese citizen journalist was sentenced to four years in prison for her reporting on the Wuhan virus outbreak. She was accused of “picking quarrels and provoking trouble.” That’s their answer to all journalists in China if they disagree with you? To send you to jail for speaking out? Well, guess what? I’m not a Chinese citizen and I’ll report the truth about oppression in China.

You can’t detain me or silenced me or any other citizen in America or Europe. China is responsible for the virus spreading around the world. Lives around the world have been ruined because of the Chinese government incompetence. If the government would have prevented ALL international flights from leaving China then this nightmare would be over.

See, they prevented local flights from flying but allowed international flights to leave knowing full well this virus was rampant. I say, what right does any man or government have to infringe on the human rights of another? Revolutions have been started for less. The Chinese government has a history of kidnapping journalists for speaking truth to power.

The authorities over there have made terrible choices trying to change the narrative of the origins of this virus. Billions world wide are angry and frustrated with the Chinese government constant lies. They would be smart to apologize for the handling of this virus and to admit that they lied to us all.

If not, their reputation in the eyes of the world will be forever damage for hundreds of years to come. Humanity will never forget this tragic event in history that has claimed over a million lives.

Fuck You Money/Fuck Off

Disclaimer: The views expressed on this article are the personal statements of the writer. None of the views in anyway represent the “THE SOCIAL INSIDER.”

Stay True To Your Craft

To all my creators I say keep grinding and hustling and stay true to your creativity. At this point everything has become frustrating and especially when you see the clowns amassing views.

You look on YouTube and you see all these fame hungry people gaining views just from making a celebrity gossip channel. Literally, none of these jokers never studied journalism but they are able to gain a massive audience by boogie dancing or whatever while good quality content struggles to gain a foot. Awhile back, a talented artist named King Von was killed in Atlanta.

You look on YouTube and all you see are vultures taking advantage of someone’s death. Gossiping about gang related activity like its a game to play from their computers. It’s easy to make a channel about celebrities and their pitfalls isn’t it? But yet, I guess this is what people want to see. The old art of writing is a endangered animal.

This generation attention span last 1.2 seconds. People are more keen on seeing that buffoon Jake Paul instead of reading a good article that stimulates your mind…..unless it’s about a celebrity female tit.


I remember my nigga Boosie Badazz said that this pandemic was the truth. Any relationship problems you have will be brought to light if you two are boxed in 24/7. The same goes for your thoughts in your head when it’s just you sitting alone replaying your mistakes.

And if you are a thinker like me then it’s really bad to be left alone with your thoughts. This virus has been my truth. Alone in the dark like a open wound it has reminded me of my mistakes in choices, false friendships and my enemies. This past March I quit working security at the door at a fancy hotel. For two years I had to deal with aggressive groups of drunk men and individuals.

I dealt with drug addicts and I saw fights and people being jumped by other groups of men. One person died in-front of our restaurant from a drug overdose/heart attack. I saw child street walkers and high ranking ( local mafia in Berlin) clan members checking on their drug dealers. I saw the cat and mouse game that police and the African drug dealers would play.

All this took place in the “hip” tourist areas for visiting white tourists amusement. But none of this bother me or threaten me because I came from a much dangerous area in the United States. I grew up around real gangs in Mississippi and my father and my uncles were gangsters in New York during the 50s, 60s, and 70s.

So I wasn’t never worried and I knew I would fuck someone up if it came down to it. But what bother me was the snobby, stuck-up, hipster, rich white cunts who would visit on the weekend. Dealing with their fucked up personalites and sense of entitlement was the bigger problem for me.

You could tell ( In Europe) those white racist cunts weren’t use to dealing with a black person telling them they couldn’t come into the hotel bar/club. I have to admit I took pleasure telling a group of racist snobs they could not come in. In their eyes I was a drug dealer and why wasn’t I selling them some trinkets like those fools in Spain on the beach.

But the whole time I was thinking why has the universe granted those terrible people wealth, Money, success and riches. At the end I hated that job but I needed the money to pay the bills. I kept saying one day i will have “fuck you“ money. Sometimes I sit and dream about what I would do with “fuck you” money. No more working for stupid managers and kiss ass co-workers.

No more putting your( ability to earn money) life in others peoples hands. No more trying to get investments for your multi-( Social Insider TV) media company. At the moment, I have investments in the financial market but not enough to get my dream off the ground. I promised myself I will gain my “fuck you” money and bring my media company to the race track.

And another subject this pandemic has brought to light is the thing of false friendships.

False Friendships/Acquaintances

This pandemic has shown me even at this age, married, and with two daughters I still have the ability to choose the wrong ( male and female) people to have around me. I have been thinking a lot this past year.

Two years ago I made the mistake of moving to Stuttgart, Germany. I hated ( still hate it) Berlin so much I took anything that would get me out of here. I won’t say the companies name but I will never forgot how ( the company) you lied to me. I remember they said to me, “ yes we will put you up in a place until you find an apartment.” The whole fucking time I had to live in Airbnb’s and hotels which cost me tons of money and debt.

Later on after that crooked company got me there, “ umm, the managers/company have a policy of not providing/paying for accommodations for employees.” Awesome! Then to make matters worse my office team of three which consisted of me and two other women. They decided it would be a great idea to turn on me and become subtly passive aggressive. What’s that you say? Of course I didn’t like asking you two cunts for help but decided to ask other co-workers.

Hmm, I wonder why? Maybe because you made it seem like I was bothering both of you every time I ask for help. Fucking assholes! Didn’t know it was a crime to wonder around the office and get to know people. Didn’t know I had to stay at my desk the whole fucking time and babysit both of you because you two had no social skills. Here you will find more of my encounters in Stuttgart: Thank You, Mr. Piggy.

Also, a warm fuck you to that creepy African manager pretending to be my friend. Ever wonder why I never hung out with you when you asked me? Remember I always had an excuse. Because I knew you were a slimy little snake. I knew you were a piece of shit when I first saw you in the office. I wasn’t surprised when you stabbed me in my back, you creepy bastard. And to M. and R. First I will address M. For five years I called you my brother and friend. I was the only one there when you graduated from University.

I was always there for you! Now your Nigerian bitch wife comes here and you slowly start to turn on me? Are you fucking serious? When you needed money, I had you, when you needed help with your University work, I had you. For five years, five years I called you my brother. Your knife to my back was like class breaking in ( Berlin, Germany) in this place.

You too R. We Two Americans from the south in this weird ass country with these odd fucking Germans. Southern people don’t do that to each other so that’s how I know you went native you fucking weirdo. At this point, and plus the pandemic has heightened my frustration at this (Germany) place to epic proportions. I‘m just fucking tired of dealing with all you fake ass people in this place…all of you!

I will either move to Toronto like I always wanted or move back to the ( Edinburgh ) UK. But yes R. You definitely belong here. I know you will live here for the rest of your life with your fake ass. Oh yeah, and you all know who I’m talking about, wink, wink. Thanks for calling or writing to check on me. I know I can count on the most realist people in this place when I need help.

Hey, whenever there’s alcohol or weed in the mix, right? I know you all can be counted on to attend, right? Fuck off! Anyway, this is my fault for associating with nerds and clowns. We don’t really (real niggas and weirdo nerds) mix but I was trying to have an open mind. But, I learned my lesson the hard way. This is the reason I always hang with ( what ever country I’m in) hood niggas and gangsters. Never in my life have I ever encounter this much fucked up backstabbing people in one place.

People like to pretend that street gangsters are bad people. Naw, the most backstabbing people come from the suburbs and “nice families”. A sincere fuck you to all the people who had me running after them like I was dog searching for food at that company in Stuttgart. A sincere fuck you to R, M, and a whole host of fraudulent fucks! But if I had “fuck you” money then I wouldn’t have these problems. Kings should never associate with peasants but I did and now I’m sick from their germs.

Disclaimer: The views expressed on this article are the personal statements of the writer. None of the views in anyway represent the “THE SOCIAL INSIDER.”