Just Wear It!

You know what to do but your ignorance gets the better of you. Don’t worry, we can help you out with your stupidity. We now have open the school for COVID-19 idiots. Here, with others who have lost love ones to the virus. You now have the opportunity to meet family members face-to-face. We give you the chance to tell them and us how you think the virus is fake and how it’s only the flu. Afterward, the family members have the chance to beat the holy hell out of you and maybe break a bone or two. Isn’t that fun? So come to our new school so we can beat the COVID sense into you. So call us now to schedule an appointment.


Government Killing Their Own Citizens

As I write this there are many political prisoners being detained against their will in the United States. Many revolutionary’s from the 1960s and 70s that fought for true freedom have had their rights and freedoms snatched away. And they are all colors from black, white to native Indian. Whenever the state interest were/is threatened you would/will see the most vilest secret programs enacted.

The United States has committed many evil crimes against its citizens. But yet the USA is still, despite its crimes against humanity seen as a beacon of hope around the world. But it is only seen as a symbol of hope by the ones who choose to ignore and downplay US government abuse on its citizens and the minority population. For example, regarding the case of Malcolm X. We know, the “Nation Of Islam,” the US government and the State of New York were involved in his murder.

We know the true killers were hidden and given protection in New Jersey. And one would need to ask, so how long has the sell-out “Nation of Islam and the US government been sleeping together? The Killing of Malcolm X was state-sanctioned murder that is not a opinion but a fact! As were many others of the civil rights movement of the 60s and 70s. Here is the proof that Malcolm’s murder was sanctioned by the state:



The video you see above is a reflection of my deepest thoughts when I’m alone in the dark. This is only a small sample of videos of my travels. I have said it before in previous posts that I’m lucky to have had the life that I have had. Traveling and living in different states, countries and the experience of different cultures. The pandemic has ruined all of this at this point since traveling isn’t a good idea. I love seeing new places but I won’t put my family’s life at risk or anyone else. Last February I went to Edinburgh for my birthday and little did I know that would be my last trip. See photos:

I say, only assholes would travel during this time, only assholes. My family and I would like to fly back to Tuscany by Siena for the summer. I wanted to show my daughters the beauty of that Italian region. But, can’t do that because of the virus. And to add to further frustration—I’m finally in the position where I can leave Germany for another (excluding Canada) country. But even though my funds are in place the world isn’t in place for me to move anywhere.

Ok, yes the world is shit but I shouldn’t be sad as I have seen many things. I’m grateful to have lived in other countries despite my frustrations sometimes with cultural misunderstandings. I could have stayed in a small town all my life working the same job forever. But I didn’t because I have always been curious about other people and cultures. At my heart, I’m a traveler and an explorer. And for that exact reason, you can see why I’m pissed off, this is why I’m angry.

I desperately want the world to be how it use to be but for that to happen people have to abide by the lockdown and social distance rules. And This isn’t happening because of people who break the rules. So I blame all the COVID-19 idiots in every country out there. Thanks, for fxxking up the world because you wanted your selfish moment of pleasure.

So go ahead and have your illegal house parties and go ahead and fly to Dubei. The pandemic will still be here when you wake from your fantasies of delusions. And since I’m denied the freedom of traveling. I find myself full of hunting memories of the past. There is noting more liberating than the feeling of being able to start over and reinvent yourself.

I long for the days of walking through the street markets in Spain. Or sitting on a beach at night listening to the waves and the smell of fried fish in the air.

The Assembly Line

“I refused to be a fool, dancing on the string held by all those bigshots.“

~Don Corleone~

Last night as I was surfing the internet I happened to come across an interesting article. The article was about a company called, “Pymetrics” founded by Frida Polli. AI recruitment software is being used by a number of international companies. But, “Pymetrics” is only a representation of many AI software being used to evaluate job candidates during the application process.

So apparently, candidate’s play a number of games from their home computer. If the AI determines you did well on the games/test then you will meet a real person for a interview. Hmm, interesting, that a computer can determine someone’s destiny. This is capitalism at its finest. It’s already bad enough that you have to compete with other human beings for a job. Which by the way is completely demeaning that another person controls your ability to pay your bills.

In this slave capitalist system they feed you this bullshit narrative that working for a another human being is honorable. No, working for other people is modern-day slavery. There is no honor in working for other people. Now days, it’s just wrapped in a nice red bow with fancy advertisement instead of forced slavery. For starters, you go to school and you work hard and you believe you will land that dream job.

Well, guess what? Not everyone from your college or university will get that job. They don’t tell you that there are only so many open positions in your town or city for your choosing field. So someone is gonna miss out! Someone will have to move to another town or city to find that job…and that’s if you have the money to relocate. So let’s say you find that job. What now? Let me put it together for you so you will understand the system.

You work, work, work, and work and it’s all for the purpose of making someone else rich. Maybe you are making 60 or 70 thousand a year so you feel important. Now you are raking up a mortgage, credit card debt, and having a wife is expensive, having kid’s are expensive, and you want luxury cars and useless fancy stuff. Guess what? You failed for the trap the system has put in place to turn you into a slave by using your own greed against you. Now your boss /slave master has you by the balls because you have more to lose.

Your boss wants you to do more overtime hours? Better do it before he fires you. You want to take that trip to Asia with the family you been planning, right? Nope, boss says it’s the wrong time to go on vacation maybe you can do it later. But you can’t because the kids will be back in school after summer ends. But your boss/slave owner wouldn’t know that because he or she doesn’t have kids. But what can you do? Right, you do nothing because you have to pay for all your stuff that make you feel like you are somebody.

That was an obvious example of people falling for the system’s trap that feeds on people’s greed. And now companies are using computer games to see if you are competent enough to take and eat their bullshit without question. The people in power see all of us as monkeys jumping and clapping for them. And many of us eat the shit they feed us with delight. Awhile back I talked about “fuck you money.” This is one of the reasons I’m trying to achieve my “fuck off money.” Not for fancy clothes, cars, houses, or any of that stupid shit because all of it is worthless material possessions.

People think the more you have that somehow puts you in a better social class. Please, having a big house or a fancy job or car doesn’t make you better than someone who doesn’t have those things. But, unfortunately in this system you do need money to achieve absolute freedom from people who take joy from exploiting you. That’s why I’m looking to gain my “fuck you money.” Anyway, back to the point. No doubt there will be desperate fools looking for a job who will play these evil corporations AI games.

Yes, for all those fools that are bound to the capitalist system. I would suggest that you Jump, clap, and laugh at your boss unfunny jokes. Because if you don’t he or she will dismiss and replace you with someone else. Better start jumping because you gotta pay for that overly expensive house. Go ahead and JUMP for your slave masters.

Snow White

It’s been 12 years since I’ve seen you in full swing. And, I don’t mean to be rude but I haven’t missed you. So forgive me if I don’t seem all that excited to see you. I remember the joy and the pain you caused me the first seven years we spent together. I remember the struggle to gather the motivation just to get up and walk through your debilitating arguments.

I remember the chaos you would bring every time you showed your face. Schools would have to closed and services would slow down because of you. A lot of people were hurt or sent to the morgue because of you. Lol, you remember that time in 2004 when I was driving to work on the highway? And I lost control of my car and almost crashed into the truck driver that was parked on the side of the highway?

Huh, remember that? At that moment I was sure I was gonna die on that highway because of you. But through panicked quick thinking I was able to steer the car from a one-on-one battle with a semi truck. At that moment I decided I would get as far from you as possible. Yes, since moving to Europe you have occasionally paid me a visit. How you managed to find me is a complete mystery.

Now yesterday and today you have shown yourself in all your glory. Most people in Berlin have never seen you so furious. But I still remember the damage you can cause when you are angry. Anyway, I heard you have been out East towards Russia and now you are leaving. I heard you are in a hurry and you have your sights set on a new destination. What are you running from? Why can’t you ever be subtle? Where ever you go you always have to make a show of things.